Today - ups and downs

Ups -
Got an iphone (only a 4, but it's better than the breaking thing i've had for an age now.)
As well as 2 guitarists replying to my ad a few days ago, a drummer has responded and is interested!

Downs -
Didn't pass my driving theory test =( almost perfect on driving theory, but 3 points short on hazard perception
REALLY miss Maddy. That's her name, Internet. We're not talking at the moment, at her request, and I miss her so much. My weekends just dont seem like downtime anymore, because every free second is usually spent with her or on my guitar, and I haven't seen her or talked with her for over a month now, and there's been no guitar for a week due to driving theory studies.

I suppose I should explain, Internet. About Maddy I mean.
Well, she's the only person I've ever been able to describe as 'Soul-Mate'. I would often comment that it was strange how we were always on the same wavelength, but that was the best thing about it, really.
Which is amazing, seeing as I beleve in Chaos Theory (although not absolute, as I also beleive in Soft Determinism, where some things in life are/could be determined by completely the cdompletely free choices you've made earlier in life).
Anyway, she and I had been going out for about 10-months, which was the longest relationship of my life, but it was also the Best relationship of bothour lives.

Voids destroyed it. One came into my life, and when i had managed to get rid of it, it seemed to pass onto her. And now I can only hope and pray that it leaves her alone.
I'll begin a new post soon to explain these terms I'm using. It'll probably be the next post. Not that anyone's reading this blog at this time. And yes, that makes me sad, but this blog is primarily to help me externalise things I'd otherwise bottle up, it is just nice when people care about you enough to keep up with this sort of thing.
I know she would. but she's gone now. And that's the saddest part for me.

Goodnight bloggers,
Elliot