Saturday, 29 December 2012

Christmas and shizzld after

Christmas was good, people liked all the presents I got them, and the family was all happy and stuff. Oh! And I won a box of chocolates at the costume party as Gandalf :L good times...
I updated the life plan yesterday. Put a big cross through 'get her back'. I'd be lying if I said I don't love her any more, but we've become very different people since the breakup, so it can't ever be the same. That's not to say that it ever would be though, I suppose. Oh well. I think I love her differently anyway now; not romantically longingly, more like wanting the best for her because I remember she's worth the best, and nothing less. I suppose that's the closest thing to unconditional love that man can feel for each other,
Looks like she has new horizons with someone else now anyway, not that I'm completely sure. Meh. I'll deliver those letters back and that will be the end of it...until she gives me my stuff back lol!
So my friend whose been rather depressed about failed relationships OS in another relationship again. That would be fine normally, but i was at his house 2 weeks ago and he made no mention of any romantic interests. Jumping into a relationship will probably get you hurt, most of us know this. I thought he did too. Maybe he does, I dunno. Good guy though, I hope he's not trying to find comfort for depression in relationships though - they'll probably fail him, when he's surrounded by awesome family and friends that adore him.
I love you man, and wish you all the luck and god-blessings on the world.

Elliot

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